Ack!!! You sound like me, kiddo!!! STOP THAT!

When you're down, it seems like you'll always be down. But eventually you get back up, dust yourself off, and trudge as far as possible before the next downer hits. Pity we can't all float, eh?

Dunno if it makes you feel any better, but I know EXACTLY what you're going through.

You're a tough chick. Keep your head up.

Love you and miss you,

JD

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"I AM AHAB"

My sister's art: -->[link]

Awww I'm sorry, Reirei. I understand you're busy, so I'm fine with you taking a break from online lifes and junk. I hope you can find time to relax and try to smile even if you're stressed out and junk.
I wish I could help you feel better and stuff, but I'm all the way in New York, and I am not yet driving ..and probably couldn't get over to you anyway.

Chap loves you majorly and I can't wait to talk to you again <3 And uh...yeah, lahvs to you, Reibutt, before this comment gets too long *smooshes*

8c.......*biggest HUG EVER* <33333

Please take care of yourself Rei, sometimes You just gotta say "screw you" To everyone else and focus on your own problems. It doesn't make you a bad or selfish person, not in the least. I luv you Rei and I want you to luv yourself. You're a wonderful person and a true friend <3333

Nestly: Yikes Rei.... D:> I didn't know things were this bad for you. I'm sorry you're struggling so much.

Heh, that bucket thing. I dunno where you got that but I know exactly what you mean. X3 My mom used to ALWAYS used that analogy. "You have a bucket and it just fills up with all this stress, and sometimes you just need to dump it on someone. But sometimes you need to find someone with a hole in their bucket, otherwise it'll just fill up theirs."

In other words, some people, like you I'm guessing, (I have a few other friends like this) just listen to other peoples problems and it weighs them down. Don't be afraid to rant and whine once and a while. <X3 Just gotta find the right people to do that.

Anyways. I also know how ya feel with this.. friend jealousy thing. x_e; Ugh. I think almost all of my best friends have pulled that. Getting jealous over the time you spend with another friend. It SUCKS. I've gotten cussed at, thrown in the middle, and even HACKED because of crap like that. But than we forgive and forget and it's all good again. It's stupid drama. It'll pass. I hope you'll know you can always come to me to rant to if you want. :3 I like listening to people's issues. xD *weird* I just like helping people.
I know we're not entirely close, but HEY! WE HAVE EXTREMELY CLOSE BEEFDAYS! I'm closer than you THINK. ;B

Good luck with your commissions and breather time. o:
Just give me a note if you ever wanna chat/rant/spill bucket. <3 I have a hole in mine. So no worries.

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"Arrku. O_wO"

"I wanna be a wobbly Wallaby! 83"
~_{Nestly Tongue-Twister}~

ok i may not b a close friend or b even concidered a friend 2 u but im here and ill give u hugs^^

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"Welcome to my world, bitch. I should warn you, princess... the first time tends to get a little... messy.” ~Freddy Krueger

Me:

I wish...I could sign onto aim...and draw you lots of lovelies..8n8. They blocked aim where I live (I don't believe they are allowed to do that) so I haven't been able to chat with you, but I love you rei rei! I miss our crazy reptile chats.

Treat yourself better than what you think you deserve, you really are a good person. =< Life's rough times are what make it so interesting to tell others later on though.
By the way, you need to come join the beta for S-R's site so I can keep in contact with you forever. <3 Or through msn.

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Proud owner of:
Suta-Raito/Sutaro/SSO/SRO

Aww Rei, I'm sorry you aren't feeling well. I think you did the right thing by avoiding people though, because I get into those situations and normally I just end up getting really weepy or pissed by the end.

I hope you feel better sooooon. <3

Daww, I don't really have any motivational words to say, but I just hope things get better hun.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU.

Srsly. I was the same happi as you. Like always happy for others. Yeah i had a break down myself THOOO twas earlier in shavoland life. Than reilands. What you do is what you do, and that's fine.

And what everyone else said, you should feel free to rant to. Not everyone is happy and doing that, as you found just makes you EXPLODE. And not in the awesome way.

So yeah whatever. Sort things in your life, can't help you with that madness. But with friends, don't always be the happi monkey.